Week 17-20

I have gotten pretty big! I am def in maternity clothes. I started to walk a little week 20 after being off a few weeks due to pain. I am still in pain and it kills me to walk so slow but it's better than nothing. Since I was off work for 3 weeks, my feet ache and back has been killing me. It could be due to work/pregnancy. We had the 20 week ultrasound and found out it's a boy on 9-27 (Monday). Matt was excited. So, the baby's name is Rocco Anthony Maheras. I registered the next weekend at babies r us and Target. I may have felt baby kick once ( a big kick). I was laying on the couch week 20 and had my hand under my belly button and all of a sudden I felt a big kick. I haven't felt the same thing again yet but hopefully soon. We decided to make the baby room a superhero room later when he is in a toddler bed. I am feeling a little down prob due to hormones. I just feel like Matt wants nothing to do with me. I cried last night for a good 10 min lol! I am nervous of how my life is gonna change. How I will not have any time to myself between baby and work and how am I gonna work out. I am a little mad at Matt since he is so vain and how it makes me feel. Matt has it easy he works from home. On another note, I am currently re reading Happy Potter's last book before the movie comes out. I love scifi books/shows. I am watching Smallville (last season), vampire diaries, Bones, Supernatural, Fringe, and Glee. I will try to keep up with this journal thing. We are thinking about having the baby shower at Rocco's Little Italy in Orland Park. Andy's good friend owns the restaurant and we thought that would be cute!